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It is the Black Humour on here that helps me!
Welcome GreeDave - what region of NI are you in? I am from the Carryduff area, just outside Belfast.
What Ziggy says is quite right, although some of us have managed to either get off the train, or have worked out how to jump off before it hits the wall or goes over the cliff......
There is a lot to take in, but at least you are starting to see what is really happening in the world. That red pill you took will take days, weeks and even months, before you can really come to terms with the reality of the situation we find ourselves in.
It is up to everyone to decide the rest of their lives. You can still enjoy it but you might start to have a completely different world view. I did about 6 or 7 years ago and I have spent some time trying to make my life, home, lifestyle more resilient to try to mitigate what is can see is coming. So life can still be good.
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